SenpaiSakura

So much heart So much time but not enough Self-inflicted pain can come and remain in the fear inside of all of us Desperately and endlessly Trying to find a means to some kind of peace Though we can't learn when things come easy Now that we are prepared for war We have an effective means to preserving peace for each and everyone The chances of you even being born Were forty million to one There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live Suicide doesn't end the pain It passes to the ones you love and remains Take yourself out of the equation And the problem stays When I speak such a word Are you uneasy with how it's

This song has been helpful for me as I started a serious recovery attempt from Anorexia as of May 2017. I hit a critically bad point in my health and had to take action immediately. Here's to staying and fighting through the night :) I've been fighting the same old war Against a disease without a cure Been holding on for so long, for so long, for so long I've been wishing upon a star As my universe falls apart I feel so far from the sky as my dreams are flying by And they say it's a battle that can't be won We need our knives, we need our guns Should I run away and change my name, Or should I stay and fight Through the night And never

Life is bull shit and  we all know it Why am I even here The flash of sharp silver as I disappear The drip of red Fades brown on white Why am I still here Drink to feel nothing Cut to feel something Alone as I'll ever be To the few that will miss me I'll miss you too But you'll move on,  you're strong A waste of space Might hurt for a moment But life will go on when I'm gone